It's hard to overcome the darkest areas of my mind
and talking about it only makes it worse
How can it be that instead of getting better
I am moving backwards?
How can it be that with you by my side
It feels harder?
Too much awareness
Too much thought
Only Confuses my mind
No one knows the dark inside
But
I know your light
and YES, it makes it hard
Because
IT penetrates my soul
Without you
I would remain unaware
Blind to the darkness that abounds
I'd rather have it harder now
To reach the end with you
Than to live alone
And
Not live at all
