Little can be done when lacking motivation. What motivates you when you feel no real worth for yourself?
Mothers or mother figures can be the motivation we often need as we drag around this world unable to find the reason to do anything. When my mother shows concern for my well-being and I know it is an added pressure in her life, it draws me to attention. From within the depths of despair and idiocy I start to emerge and life starts to click. Not necessarily out of care for myself but out of care for my mother who has sacrificed enough for all of her children.
So while at this moment I am starting to take better care for her sake, I hope to someday be taking care of myself for my sake.
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