Lifeline: Another Lifeline?

While I fight against these waves of deep seeded sadness I realize I need more help than I thought. After trying all the natural ways of battling with these depression it is now time to give in to trying some medication. It is a moment I have been dreading. I ask myself, will it be a lifeline that will help me or will it lead me down another road I do not want to be on, dependent on a medication that I may never be able to leave. But in reality the days are recently a little harder to deal with and I don't let myself dwell on the emotions too long, but it is tiring even when I give them their space they start to distract me from important parts of my life which must be done. Due to the constant interference in my thoughts and how I feel about myself I recognize I need more help, but there is fear and I wonder-will this be another lifeline? Only time will tell.